magic

Do you know what your magic is?

I didn’t.

When I first scrolled to this post in February of 2019, I sat and stared at it. Hard. For a long time. And then I got tears in my eyes. I knew I had magic, but I did not know what it was. I had completely lost myself. I didn’t know what I did like, what I didn’t like, what I wanted to do. Somehow, somewhere in the mix of life- marriage, mortgage, family, and work, I lost myself. I didn’t know where or why or how, but I knew that I no longer knew who I was or what I wanted anymore.

Somehow, I had stopped paying attention, and the worst part: I wasn’t even aware of it. I had a vague feeling that “something” was missing from my life for many years, but I could never put a finger on it.

Then I’d scroll to a post like this, and I started to pay attention and think about it. Hmmm, what was missing?

More to comeā€¦