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By the spring of 2019, 6 months into voluntary unemployment, I was more miserable and unhappy than ever. It was wearing on my family. My marriage was on edge (for reals). I had everything I wanted, and I was still not happy. One particularly bad day, I heard a clear voice in my head say, “Stop looking everywhere else and look at yourself.”
This realization stopped me dead in my tracks. I thought, “Oh my gosh! I HAVE been looking at everyone and everything else, and not at myself.” I knew right then and there that I had to get myself straightened out. If I had myself in alignment, true to who I want to be, and how I want to show up and was still having problems, then I could better deal with those problems, from that place of alignment. I would know that it was not me causing or creating these problems, but truly whatever else was outside of me. And so, my journey began.