oh, THAT magic

continued…

By the spring of 2019, 6 months into voluntary unemployment, I was more miserable and unhappy than ever. It was wearing on my family. My marriage was on edge (for reals). I had everything I wanted, and I was still not happy. One particularly bad day, I heard a clear voice in my head say, “Stop looking everywhere else and look at yourself.” 

This realization stopped me dead in my tracks. I thought, “Oh my gosh! I HAVE been looking at everyone and everything else, and not at myself.” I knew right then and there that I had to get myself straightened out. If I had myself in alignment, true to who I want to be, and how I want to show up and was still having problems, then I could better deal with those problems, from that place of alignment. I would know that it was not me causing or creating these problems, but truly whatever else was outside of me. And so, my journey began.

Christine (very happy) kayaking, and Scott (also happy) paddle boarding during a beautiful sunny summer day.